Um, I feel like my heart and soul have been pulled in six different directions. I'm devastated, scared, worried, hopeful, relieved, and a little dizzy. What a great ride. Thank you! The tears started for me with the line, When Chekov asks, he says he doesn't remember being cold at all. I don't actually know why, but something about that line hit me like woah. And can I just say HELL YEAH for Pavel being all hardcore I can do zat! and using his brilliance to RESURRECT Hikaru. Holy hell-- Chekov FTW!